Tuesday 18 August 2015

No. 234. 'Never enough.'

I find the nights so scary now, listening to Chris struggle with his breathing. A few times last night he woke me to stick more pillows behind him as he couldn't breathe.

His DNR came yesterday, the reason given was MND with progressive pulmonary failure, it hit home seeing it in writing. It makes me so scared.

I feel so helpless, everyone is doing all they can, but it will never be enough.